at home getting stoned. not much else to do but sit and stare at the nothingness around me. solve the mysteries of the universe, only to forget once the drugs wears off. .cats keeping me from freezing at night for my lack of a heater. to draw all day and never submit any of my work, for the lack of my own computer. to come home everyday to the bitching mother i still live with, for im yet to get a job and move out. being with an awesome girlfriend in a relationship most of humanity frowns apon.through all the hell i go through life still finds other things to bring me down. through all the things that change in my life my flesh still cuts the same. i talk to my pets because they dont talk back and listen to what i have to say. i coukd cry out oh woe is me, but dont you dare pity me. shit happens and it all must be dealt with eventually. through all this crap that goes on, i somehow find a way to enjoy life for waht it is